And if, after all, both our wanderings, our two evils, you could do something good?
And if, finally, the story ended well, like in the movies ... why not?
Why not give us a chance to do it, why do not happen, we also build our love nest, our cocoon, away from our childhood and the pain, away from the daily that sometimes attacks us?
Why not try this luck?
After everything else to come well, why not us, why not me?
And then I could understand, I had to understand and love him even more, and was certain, as through love, I would save him, I would save us.
For now, there was only one thing mattered little creature that was growing inside me.
I bought a book on pregnancy that explained the baby's development week by week.
It became my favorite book, I think I know by heart! I did not want to miss anything, I wanted to know everything!
So, during these nine months, my life has been punctuated by the pending this baby. Nothing else mattered most, as I was protected.
It grew in me, and I was not alone ... Never again will I'll be alone!
Frank lost his job, has found another of the same kind as far, but no longer accessible.
I stopped working, I was cut off from everyone ... There was the alley on weekends, alcohol, and between these periods, the week where everything went fairly well.
As I was not working, I spent some time with my parents who, themselves, bumps again!
With my mother, we prepared the arrival this baby ... It was a "joint" ...
Everything had to be perfect ... I went to buy a super nice room, a nice dresser, and a super bed ... and all it took to receive the child already king.
health side, everything was pretty good, if we exclude the fact that I threw up for 9 months ... but you get used very quickly!
I had not gained weight, not a gram. I was in shape, I spent my time walking!
My mother told me that I would not give birth in a supermarket! She was not wrong !
The gynecologist who has followed me throughout my pregnancy was absolutely brilliant. At no time did she made me feel guilty, never a comment. She always considered a normal mom, she accompanied the better to achieve the end of pregnancy the most fulfilling.
Nine months during which I, too, as I was enveloped by a pseudo uterus protecting me from the outside ... Neither blows nor money problems that loomed not really reach me ...
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