I resumed relations with my mother was less tense.
But when she knew I was unemployed, she did not appreciate, I was treated to a scene!
Frank, himself, was still working in his service station.
It began in the late afternoon and ended at midnight.
Besides it had played a significant role in the fact that I dropped my job.
I was tired by the early months of pregnancy, but it was not all!
He had no driver's license because he was sweet made for driving while intoxicated, even before we moved together.
It should therefore take public transportation to go to work.
His job was pretty far from home. To get there late in the day, it was complicated, but it was possible, but at night, returning at midnight, you can not take public transportation.
Suddenly, I had to get him.
I left work so early in the morning, then instead of going home, I spent the evening with Valerie in Saint Denis.
Valerie, Xavier was the girlfriend at the time. We had met during a Christmas Eve we spent at 4, Frank Xavier, Valerie and me!
Since then, we were inseparable!
We spent all our evenings together in her home.
We argued pipelettes real!
must say that we had found a subject while Xavier!
Sometimes Xavier came join us tonight and we laughed ... well
Then, around 11:30, I left, I was recovering Franck, one returned at home, we ate, and I went to bed, never before 2 am.
So when he had to get up the next day at 7am, it was complicated.
When we add the nausea, and fatigue of pregnancy, not surprising that his job is less exciting!
Xavier was also came to us one evening before I knew that I was expecting a baby.
There was a discussion between Frank and him mad.
Xavier explained to him that he had not "dropped the case for me." Frank had replied that there could anything if I liked him, and that, moreover, that he certainly, Xavier, loved him more than he loved me, but it was like this, it was me who chose! Real kids.
But when the time arrived to leave, not knowing what Xavier road again, I took my car to put it in the direction of the highway.
There, we stopped a few moments.
He had spoken, explaining he did not understand what I was doing with a guy like that, he knew I loved him ... I always felt that any wavering in me, and if at that moment, he had suggested that we set together, I might be left with him.
But nothing specific. I doubt, but I did not let go, again!
I got home!
So I did more work, but it was not serious.
My unemployment was comfortable, and, at the time, you could enjoy it a little.
And as I was pregnant, no one took my head too much on my job search!
And then, Frank was working not only end of the day, so, we spent the day together, bubbled.
That was 7 years that I had done that work. Take some time for yourself, it was good.
the evening, I accompanied him to his job, and I went to go see Valerie.
was my only link with the outside. Apart
her aunt on the phone, and my parents, I could not see anyone.
I broke up with almost all my friends.
weekend, we went to the alley!
Me, bocce ... There were people there that 40 years minimum 90% of men, most of which was alcohol!
Whatever, I saw nothing. I took care of refreshments, registrations. We were together, that's all I saw. Once again I was desperate to be loved.
really ready for anything, even to suffer the blows.
Nothing made me leave. Once again, I do not give up, once again, I could not give up!
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